I have recently joined another cosplay group...it is called SilentDreamerCosplay. I am not out of Hell'sParadiseCosplay...there are just some issues going on on Hell's Paradise that are getting resolved and it is effecting what I love to do so my friend Katja and I have started another cosplay group and we are on Deviantart so look us up...we will have our cosplay pics up there when we get them uploaded to our computers. We also have listed on there what we will be doing for artist alley...it is going to be fun...


I have just watched a vid on youtube bu joeyblondewolf2 and it really hit me...it is about being gay/lesbian/bi and coming out to your friends and family. I watched it and realized that alot of people have a problem with coming out to family...your friends are more likely to accept you faster. Your parents can be in denial like my parents are which is why I haven't come out to them yet. In this world being gay/lesbian/or bi is a really hard thing to deal wih sometimes. I can tell you that it wont get easier but that is why you have friends and family to support you. Don't listen to what other people say...its not worth it...i think people say what they say because they are insecure with themselves...or it was the way they were raised.

To people who have come out awhile ago good for you and hang in there your not alone...to those who have just come out it will get better i promise give ur friends and families some time...and to those who havent come out yet wait for the right time and be brave. When people start to deny what you are or you know they are going to deny what you are always remember to be brave. If you need more advice feel free to send me a note i will talk to you whenever you nee someone or go and look for the vid by Joeyblondewolf2.

There have been times when I want to tell my parents about me...sometimes I just want to say "I'm Bi deal with it" but i am not ready for that so i will wait.

The bottom line in this conversation is that you should never give up and you should never listen to what others are saying when it is hurtful...always listen to yourself and your heart it will always lead you down the right path...this part is for everyone it isnt limited to one group...